I was a kid once. Kids don’t know what the world is like. They see, but they don’t feel. I remember when I was a kid, and I thought I could rule the world, just the way I was. I thought I knew everything, even though really, I knew nothing. I don’t remember the smell… Read More Just a chapter, I wish I hadn’t ripped out.

Love is… Fill in the blank, I suppose. Love could be passionate. Love could be fun. Love could be loyal. Love could be fearless. Love could be a crushing weight. Love could be the moment that you finally leave. Love could be forever. Love could be for only a moment.  Love is.. whatever you make of it.  For each of us, love is different.  For… Read More Where does lust end, and love begin?

All things, must eventually come to an end. Everything that is here, must change. Nothing will ever be forever the same.  I was in love with a man that in order to love me back, had to go to jail. And that he did. But don’t get your pretty little head twisted the wrong way–… Read More My hands can’t find yours in the dark

At 15, I was convinced that the 23 year old man that I gave my virginity to, was the only guy I’d ever be with. I remember the way he looked at me, and thinking that it couldn’t be anything but love. There wasn’t a moment in the time that I spent with him, that… Read More Being weary of being wanted

I saw a therapist from the time I was 8 years old until my fourteenth birthday. And I really only stopped going because my therapist moved away to write a book and research some naturalist crap. (That was some serious abandonment for my abandonment issues.) Jonathan was his name, and was actually what I considered… Read More Selfish

I was born a Bull; an April baby. Stubborn, fierce, independent.  I walked early. I talked early. I read books well beyond my years. I grew into intelligence and confidence.  But those things didn’t just ‘happen’. In the midst of dreaming to be everything I could be, I struggled, and I failed. I guess, I didn’t… Read More Unapologetically; Me